1. |
I: The Origin
07:58
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I see so much pain.
I feel all the hate.
Torn posters with false promises.
Screams are heard from the broken windows.
I so want to close myself in a small dark room.
Just not to see this world.
Every day in one gray color.
Paint dilutes only blood.
Scattered bodies in the streets,
The smell of rot and malice.
I so want to close myself in a small dark room.
Just not to see this world.
I am ready to become an addict. Ready to stab myself every day.
Just not to see this world.
Chaos guard everywhere!
They beat people for the truth,
For their homeland!
Welcome to a world where there is no place for happiness.
I want to live!
Rejoice as before...
No, it's not my fault.
I had to. They threatened me. I had no choice.
It's not my fault!
They tell me that I should be silent. They tell me that I must be obedient, and then they will not hurt me.
But I want to scream.
Shout as loud as possible,
So that the whole world hears this tormented scream.
For the world to hear!
I don’t want to do this, but I have to hurt others in order to survive.
I so want to close myself in a small dark room.
Just not to see this world.
I am ready to become an addict. Ready to stab myself every day.
Just not to see this world.
Chaos guard everywhere!
They beat people for the truth,
For their homeland!
Welcome to a world where there is no place for happiness.
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2. |
Stupor
06:33
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3. |
II: Hunger
06:28
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Decide fate with a simple game.
And there is no other way out.
Fade away if my heat?
Did is there a winner here?
What to do if reason is on the verge?
And there is no more strength to think.
In the darkness of the night,
I will not say - I'm sorry.
Crazy - I extended the day.
Crazy - I will cry for this day.
We paid with blood for life.
What awaits in the end, such like me?
This night may be the last.
I can no longer take sin.
Surrendering to desires, embarked on an immoral path.
In suffering, the line of crime is too blurred.
So much I wanted to live with this pain?
But thinking is too late.
The last drop of humanity,
Has ended with you.
We paid with blood for life.
What awaits in the end, such like me?
This night may be the last.
I can no longer take sin.
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4. |
The Final Convulsions
05:28
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5. |
III: Renegade
06:46
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The power is in our hands!
We are the ones who decide who lives.
Black march ready to thin out the herd.
The blood of the innocent is our fuel.
Am I guilty of choosing this path?
The path where the main is only me.
So why me does it hurt?
As if claws scratching from the inside.
Did I become an animal?
Have I chosen the right path?
Doubts tear my soul,
And the black flag turned white.
What should I do? I don't know!
Have I become a villain?
I want to believe...
No, I'm just a killer! Just an animal!
But how can I atone for my sin? (My sin)
How can I atone my sin?
I don't know.
I again go by call,
Hear the order again.
Who I am? Villain or hero?
It became hard on my heart.
Oh god, give me a sign!
Oh god, show me the truth!
Send a ray of light,
To this dead city.
The blood on my hands will never wash away.
The dead will not come back to life.
I must atone for my sin.
Sin!
Did I become an animal?
Have I chosen the right path?
Doubts tear my soul,
And the black flag turned white.
What should I do? I don't know!
Have I become a villain?
I want to believe...
No, I'm just a killer! Just an animal!
But how can I atone for my sin? (My sin)
How can I atone my sin?
I dont know.
Oh god tell me give me a sign!
I see...
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6. |
War Hysteria
04:33
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7. |
IV: Wall Of Darkness
03:37
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What have I changed? Why are you silent?
He quietly asked, looking into the void.
The whole world shines in a dark corner.
But he is still alone.
My voice fades in the void.
I have to reach him at least once.
I'll be alone again,
I'll lose my mind again.
What have I changed? Why are you silent?
He quietly asked, looking into the void.
The whole world shines in a dark corner.
But he is still alone.
How much do i cost?
How much is left to live?
We are together, I am not alone.
Every second cuts my throat.
My eyes can no longer see the light.
I am a king in a gloomy castle,
In a crown of thorns.
Maybe I can run away?
The walls are weaker.
I am ready to take a step,
Ready to open my eyes.
But what will happen to me next?
Only darkness awaits me.
What have I changed? Why are you silent?
He quietly asked, looking into the void.
The whole world shines in a dark corner.
But he is still alone.
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8. |
Assimilation
04:42
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9. |
V: Selfdeception
05:41
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When time stops,
Even dark walls become a new home.
No more tears come, and no more tomorrow.
I have to make the darkness shine.
I saw a way, and someone's hand.
And for the sake of this hand endured pain and humiliation.
Where it’s dark, I will (invent light).
Wounds no longer hurt.
I will draw a smile with blood,
And pray for my death.
I remember everything,
And forgot everything.
Grew a milii of pain,
Leaving the joy behind.
I remember and forgot...
Looking at the wall I'm waiting for the dawn.
To the sounds of beats screaming.
The last ray of hope,
Is drowning in blood.
I remember everything,
And forgot everything!
Where it’s dark, I will (invent light).
Wounds no longer hurt.
I will draw a smile with blood,
And pray for my death.
No bottom visible in this void.
The world is drowning in my indifference,
And I am drowning with this world.
My prayers have not been heard!
I do not see the way.
The hand is gone.
And milii is already blooming.
When time stops,
Even dark walls become a new home.
No more tears come, and no more tomorrow.
I have to make the darkness shine.
I saw a way, and someone's hand.
And for the sake of this hand endured pain and humiliation.
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10. |
Cult of Death
06:12
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11. |
VI: Fusillade
04:29
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Wake up from this nightmare.
Forget how horrible dream.
Wake up wake up, death came for me.
Wake up wake up!
In desperation, I was waiting for this day,
And looked helplessly at the bodies.
Soon I will leave my mark,
On the crimson earth.
One moment, and there is only meat on earth.
Why should I die? What are you killing for?
To kill without fear and reproach
Kill without a drop of regret.
The empty glance of the bodies,
Drives me crazy.
And I will lie silently,
With them to sleep forever.
No one will come to the rescue,
No one will hear.
And our remnants decay
In a nameless pit.
A last glance rushed to the sky.
I don’t need to dream anymore.
I want to scream and run away.
I want to not hear this cry and the sound of blood.
Now I know for sure that God left this world.
Left humanity to self-destruct
And let my flesh tear apart.
I'm already in hell.
Kill like a dog! Shoot on the spot!
Give me relief from these torments!
And after our death,
It will rain.
A last glance rushed to the sky.
I don’t need to dream anymore.
I want to scream and run away.
I want to not hear this cry and the sound of blood.
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12. |
Solipsism
06:08
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13. |
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My voice will come back from the walls to me.
I don't want to hear him anymore.
I want to kill everyone and myself.
No one will break my emptiness.
Just die,
All along with me.
In this world,
I cannot become a friend.
My voice will come back from the walls to me.
I don't want to hear him anymore.
I want to kill everyone and myself.
No one will break my emptiness.
The scum of life survives like animals.
They don’t choose the way how to get food,
Ready to kill, ready to rob,
You are mired in sin.
Your every breath infuriates me.
And if you die, I will revel in your blood.
It's disgusting to hear your voice,
It's disgusting to see your face.
Just die already,
Just die like animals.
Like a swamp, emotions pull down.
I'm too deep. I don’t see a way out anymore.
I have to be alone.
No one can be around.
It's disgusting to hear your voice,
It's disgusting to see your face.
Just die already,
Just die like animals.
(I have to be alone, no one)
My voice will come back from the walls to me.
I don't want to hear him anymore.
I want to kill everyone and myself.
No one will break my emptiness.
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14. |
VIII: Ash Days
06:14
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I want to know if I am worthy of atonement.
I want to know what has been my whole life.
Scraps flicker in my head,
Thoughts make it harder to breathe.
I have to accept everything.
Accept all that has been erased.
And every new puzzle brings a lot of pain.
I'll put it all together.
(My pain),
Won't fade over the years,
I do not forget.
(My pain).
Walk through the scars I left.
I'll make my thoughts bleed.
I cut my path with blood.
I knew only pain in myself.
{ I wanted to die,
I wanted to forget.
Swallowed by depression,
I erased all my life.
I will become stronger.
Out of the dark,
And I will continue to live.
Not forgetting anything. } x2
(My pain),
Won't fade over the years,
I do not forget.
(My pain).
Walk through the scars I left.
I'll make my thoughts bleed.
I cut my path with blood.
I knew only pain in myself.
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